I spend time with my boyfriend's family, but it doesn't feel the same.
I may be a part of his life, but I'm not really a part of his family. At the end of the day, I'm just the girlfriend. I don't have any kids so there's no kids to make it exciting. I don't even have a pet. Maybe it's the move, my dad being so far away, and the lack of Christmas decorations in my life. I love Christmas decorations!
I guess my life feels so up in the air that I just want to feel a part of something. I wasn't feeling like this till today. Before I was excited for a three day weekend. But I guess when you are in the middle of packing up your life especially on Christmas Eve, emotions tend to run high. Oh yes Write Queeners, I am moving. It's not a good move. It's a "one of those situations" moves. I won't get into that, but let's just say I am not excited.
So right now, I feel like a Christmas Grinch. I don't want to but I do.
On a side note, I am so sorry that the blog has been dead for months. I have been going through a lot and I haven't been writing anything. That's going to change for 2012. I promise.